Attachment is the Bad Thing!

It is very feeling very bad. It is getting too difficult. I know everything. I am an all-rounder person. I may know many things about how to do it. But I just find it difficult to study. Right now I am doing a Masters in Data Science in the UK. I had been and intelligent person since childhood. But I don't know anyone right by me. Parents and brother are there supporting me. But I can't get mental help from them. Because they have been working so hard in India which I also have been work before coming here. Last week I had been to my grand mother's very good friends sons house, where they were 4 people living. I had spent some good time with them. I don't know why but I used to easily get attached to any person especially females since my high school days which have been creating so much problem for me since then. I don't know but I would be broken down every day and will be not feeling well at all. I may be imagining some good time with; it would not at all be lusty or some kind of thing else it would be warmth or the feeling kind of thing. It may be just a person needed to share every day going, giving and taking warmth or feeling special from them. But the thing is they must have their work and they must be occupied with their work. So they cant be available for me all the time. Also, I have maybe shared this problem with many in a direct or indirect way but can't get the solution for it till date. It gets worsen all the time. Also the main thing I don't like to memorize the thing and write it down in the exam. I do like studying but studying alone is difficult for me.